With every step, there's another mountain.

11:51 PM, Friday, July 17, 2009

HAPPY 17th YIMIN!!! :D

hoped you enjoyed our celebration haha (:

now... mye results. U for chem as expected. seeing everyone around me getting demoralised makes me feel demoralised too. nvm i must let this motivate myself... but i really hate how exams determine what the next half our lives will be like.

all 3 lectures today were super dragggg to me idk why. almost slept through physics lecture and gp. i nearly wanted to go strangle the chem lecturer when he said "let's continue."

after chem extra lecture had blazer meeting. i think i'm a disqualified blazer comm member can't differentiate sizes and am super blur when people come and borrow blazers -.- talked to jesslyn for a while in between... she helped us throughout even though she said she wanted to go home do EOM. what a great friend and HOSA!

then, took 89 home with jarvis. and i think mjc has affected me like crazy. i even talk about studying on the bus. i wouldn't be caught dead talking about homework in sec 4 in xms...

44 days... i miss you guys like crazyyy...

2:03 PM, Saturday, July 11, 2009

i think the missing people in my life have really affected me a lot...

where is my normal laughter, my personality?!

gone.

10:58 PM, Thursday, July 02, 2009

finally the mid-years are over! at last i can breathe! felt like fainting after each exam paper. duration for each paper were so long.

sigh. my body is getting weaker and weaker ever since i went to jc...

chem mid-year was horrible. the rumours about mjc's chem dept turned out to be true after all: their papers are always very killer. you read the questions you will regret even studying so hard -.- i didn't study really hard thankfully. if i can get S i will hug you! lol.

forgoed today's class transformers 2 movie outing to go see showflat for Double Bay Residences :s it is at Simei and it's very near the Simei MRT station! sadly it is only completed when i'm 20 so even if my parents decide to buy i would most likely only live in it for a few years -.-

tomorrow i'm stuck at home you know why? cos FRIDAY OUTING FAILED!!! ARGH... feel so miserable.

exhausted~ i need a good night's sleep.

i hate you.